I discussed in my post how 2018 shaped up and how I think my one word went. This time I wanted to discuss my one word and my other goals for 2019.
I used to write a lot when I was a kid back when I had more time. I used to write poetry, short stories, journals…etc. You name it I would write but as time has gone on my writing has tapered off. Hence one of the reasons I started this blog. I loved to write as a kid but as an adult I never really found the time. As an adult there always seems to be more “worthy” or more “productive” and “responsible” pursuits that take away from the things we really enjoyed as children but almost any life coach would tell you to think of what brought you joy as a kid and that’s what you should incorporate into your adult life. So here is mine….
(A) the fact that I am a mom now
(B) if I’m just an adulting woman in her 30s with more crap to remember
(C) the fact that I’m getting older (I have officially crested and am “on my way to 40”)
(D) all of the above
All I know is that I have noticed a steady decline in the ability of my brain to remember some details in the past few years. It started one day when I was aimlessly wandering around the grocery store parking lot trying to remember where I parked my car and I could not for the life of me remember. I used to be really good at remembering where my car was parked but that memory seemed to take a back burner to all the other things my brain was processing at the time because it just didn’t seem as important. My memory is not the steel trap it was (“rusty and illegal in 37 states”) in my late teens and early twenties when I needed to remember so many lesser details compared to now. Continue reading “Why Can’t I Remember Everything Anymore?”